i go through cycles, you know.
yearly, monthly, whateverly. i grow, i am inspired, i create, i get tired, i stagnate. and lately i’ve been mired in stagnation for too long.
i’m not saying i’m not happy - i’ve got so many great things going for me and i’ve got people that i love who love me too, so please don’t take this the wrong way.
but i’ve been letting myself get more and more negative without even trying to do anything about it. to be honest with you i don’t really care for the law of attraction or whatever but…
anyways last night we had a conversation/debate of sorts and i’ve come to realise that i can be pretty passive and uninspired etc, not to mention just negative. been letting me keep myself back and in and alone sometimes and as much as i would like to say hey, you know, if i need this then that’s fine….i can’t grow like that.
anyways.
got new polish so of course i matched my hair to my nails who do you think i am someone tasteful?!?!!
aww yee new tights
pretty tired today but i’ll get my energy back in a bit. feeling pretty at least so you know…
but the last few days have been lovely lovely lovely <3
Birthday night! I had an amaaazing time, so many friends were there it was awesome…got pretty wasted of course but i felt like a princess the whole time ;) much love to everyone i’ve seen last night and friday youre the best & i’m lucky to have yous
Saw Naked and Famous last night with this lady and my boyfriend. Feeling like poop from drinking and other party substances I put into my body…
PARTY SUBSSTANCCEEESS
i had none but it was a good night anyways
